How the fuck did I managed to blog 19 posts a month last time??? I barely find the inspiration to blog once a week nowadays. It’s completely absurd how bad my blogging has become. I blame twitter. It’s much too easy to just spam a few 140 characters posts instead of sitting down and composing a proper blog entry. And coupled with my lack of time (really, time flies when I’m sitting at home. Wonder why it crawls at work…), blogging has become a luxury for me which is really sad because this blog is so much a part of me and all my memories.
Sigh, I’ve just gotta find more time and more nonsense to blog about I guess. Else I think I’d regret when I look back one day and wonder what happened to me in those weeks that I’ve not posted anything at all.
I don’t feel like talking about work because it’s just the same ol’ same ol’ everyday and if you’re on my twitter, you’ve probably seen enough rants to last a good while.
My private life though, can’t exactly be put into words right now because things are complicated, to say the least. Yes, that fucking annoying word that everybody uses to describe a situation that they can’t/don’t want to deal with. Well, at least… I can’t deal with mine just yet. Now’s not the time. I need more time to sort out my priorities and feelings before I commit to anything at all.
Sometimes I wish my life were simpler.
Truth is, there are so many things I wish I could put into words right now. But I can’t. And so this nonsense cryptic shit will have to do for the time being. No idea why I am sounding so emo right now because when I started writing this post my mood was pretty upbeat. I guess blogging this type of posts always put me into a slightly melancholic mood. *shrugs*
I will now leave you with a photo that I think is quite apt for the mood of this post. Till next time then, ciao!