Only Hope

It’s been more than a year. More than 365 days. More than 525600 minutes. To be exact, it’s been a year and a month since we’ve been together. We’ve been through a lot of things together this past year. Overall, it was a bittersweet journey. We’ve our disagreements, fights and wars. But what made us pull through was the love we have for each other. That, and your immense amount of tolerance and patience.

As I am writing this very sentence, Hubastank’s song The Reason started playing. I can’t help stopping and listening to the lyrics. I couldn’t say for sure the song describes which one of us more aptly, but I know it does a pretty darn good job of describing the love we share. I know deep inside me that if it were any other guy, or if you had a lesser degree of tolerance and patience, we would not be where we are today. I am thankful I was able to meet someone like you.

I miss you. I love you. Though I might not believe in forever anymore, I am learning to cherish the moments we had, have and will have. I still have a lot of things to learn, so I might make mistakes often. I know I’m not the best girlfriend there is, with my tempers and all. But I hope that in time, we will be able to improve together and love each other more with each passing day.

I’m never a big fan of posting lyrics on blogs. But here goes.

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

Baby dear, heart you much much. Muax muax. Sweet sweet one year and one month anniversary o. ❤

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