I feel so… demotivated. This whole semester, it seems like I’m not even paying attention to what I’m doing. Gone were the days during Foundation that I would be slogging and going to my every class and actually pays attention.
It’s like I’m not even geared up to study anymore. So many distractions along the way caused me to lose sight of my purpose here. I feel lost. I feel sad. I feel despaired.
6 more weeks to finals. If I do manage to sit for my exams, I supposed now would be a good time to buck the fuck up.
If this is how Year 2 Semester 1 feels like, I dread the day Year 3 arrives. Perhaps now really is a good time for industrial training to start. Sigh.