It was a little more than a month ago, that things had started to change. Those changes while inevitable, also made me a little melancholic.
I had hope against hope that things wouldn’t be that different. But still, they changed, more so than I would’ve liked them to. Looking back at a few months ago, things seemed so … familiar, and yet distant. Things that I used to do with some of my friends can never be done again. Not with the same people. Not all of them. Not at all like it used to be.
In a way, I am sad. You may say life goes on, but I couldn’t just put a whole year of friendship behind me. I couldn’t just, move on like that. I miss those happy times.
There are some things I’m glad I’ve put behind me. But there are also some things I wish I didn’t have to leave behind. But I guess such is life, you can never get things to be exactly the way you want them to be, can you?