夜半沉思

Wanted to blog in chinese. But alas, my lappie is so lousy that I can’t type chinese ’cause it’s lacking some  stupid software. Don’t ask me how I managed to write the title in chinese, that four little words alone took like 15minutes. ._.

Why is it that, two person, who were once so in love with each other (I’m just assuming that they’re in love, ’cause it really seemed that way at one point), can’t even be in the same room now without feeling like they wanna get out of there as soon as possible? Why is it that, two person who were so in love with each other can’t even bear to look each other in the eyes now? Why is it that, the aforementioned two person, can’t even be friends like they used to be? Sigh. Pity. It would’ve been nice to be able to remain friends, considering all that they’ve shared in the past. Don’t you think? I guess things just don’t always go the way you want them to be.

On another note, it is really a nice feeling being loved. To feel so loved that you feel you’re the only person in his eyes. To feel so loved that you’re almost always on a constant high. To feel so loved that almost nothing could dampen your spirit at times. To be loved, is better than to love. That way, you won’t really get your hopes and feelings crushed and all that shit. I love being loved. (: But of course, I do love as well. It’s just that I prefer being loved. And preferably by a lot of people. Hahahaha I’m joking. One is enough. Really! (:

Oh, and I bought new contacts! 😀 Will be getting it in a few days. Keke. Coloured lens this time around. Wanna see pics? 😛 *crosses fingers and hope it’s nice*

9 thoughts on “夜半沉思

  1. what i meet up recently is knowing many truth. The people you good for him/her rumor about you behind. To be or bot to be, i also hope that the loved before can be friend even broken. But sometime you can’t control what he/she thinking. Just let it be…

  2. hehe me oso prefer being love than to lov
    but i oways lov ppl mor than dey lov me
    den at las hurt badly once sth bad happen ^^
    since d situation change awkward
    emmm jz let it be
    mayb someday wil b a pair of close fren again
    either “bro” o “jimui” ^^
    hey,do u stil hvin d bear voodoo with u tat u posted in previous blog?

  3. i can type chinese on my laptop but it would take me like 30 mins jus to write a short paragraph cus i suck at the pingyin stuff (although my chinese isnt tat bad… A2 standard lol)…

  4. Well, i always look forward to face to face to solve a problem between 2 people. i don’t know you know about my ex or not but i still friends with her even i know many lie behind of the relation. i think a discussing session should have between you 2 at least don’t make the situation too bad like now.

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