I read through my past emo posts today. And I wondered, what was I doing all this while… Why was I so unwilling to let go of a relationship that is so emotionally draining. I have the answer now. I was afraid. Too afraid to change. Too afraid to let go because of the changes that would inevitably come with me letting go.
But now that I have, I found that actually, I can still live pretty well on my own afterall. Not to mention now that I’m available again… ahem. I got back a lot of attention from guys. ._. It’s a good thing! *bigsmile*
Hmm, I don’t know why, but my hits actually shot up like nobody’s business when I published my break up post. It’s either my readers are sadists, or they really care about me enough to keep stalking my blog. Or something. I’d like to think it’s ’cause they care lah of course.
See how the hits suddenly shot up? >.> T’was taken last night before I konk-ed out.
Sigh, btw, I skipped all four of my lectures today. Lazynya aku. Nevermind, a 3.5 student deserves her break once in a while. *patselfonback*
p.s. today’s my brother’s birthday. And then it’ll be my mum’s tomorrow. Happy 41st birthday mummy!