Just because my computer can read chinese now

我不是不爱他。 只是,我不能够令自己完完全全的信任他。

我尝试着接受他的种种缺点, 他的不足。

尝试着去信他。

因为, 减掉那些令我难过的部分, 他其实令我很开心。

很可惜, 我做不到。

难道这是因为我不够爱他吗?

爱一个人, 不是可以不顾一切吗?

可是, 如果我不爱他,

放手为何会这么难, 这么痛?

如果我不爱他,

那为什么他的一举一动会对我有那么大的影响?

或许, 他对我而言,

就有点像毒品吧。

无益, 但却无法自拔。

明知对自己不好, 却还是硬要栽下去。

我不知如何是好。

放手? 坚持?

谈何容易。

5 thoughts on “Just because my computer can read chinese now

  1. 用中文哦!

    爱是什么?
    或者有些人认为爱一个人就是要不顾一切,
    但是回到现实一点,谁能够完完全全做到不顾一切?
    我们只能够做到进可能而已。
    你在意,所以他的一举一动你都关心和被影响。
    他属于你走到现在的人生的一部分(但却不是全部),
    告诉他你相信他,但是在你相信他的同时也希望他的真诚。
    是的, 是真诚不是坦白。
    有些事情坦白未必是一件好事,
    知道多一点反而更难过。
    加油吧!为你们的爱!

  2. It is simple. You still love him.
    You are now going through that learning the negative side of him.
    To love a person, is to love his/her both good and bad even it makes you uncomfortable.
    You love him, that is why you cannot let go.
    Now your way of life and his are confronting making you feel sick.
    What you have seen and been through in your life and his are not the same.
    It is hard, yes. Have you thought of what he is going through now?
    Maybe he himself also struggling and learning to adapt a new life with you?
    Maybe both of you miscommunicate in certain things resulting both party sad and bear the sadness?
    Try not to prejudge in certain things.
    And learn to share more with him maybe?

    Anyway, all the best.

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