Suay

When you work with someone like that, you kinda expect shit to happen. And when someone like me work with someone like that… Well, let’s just say patience ain’t exactly one of my virtues. So yeah. Blardy shit will happen. Just like now. Somehow, I’m dragged into something I NEVER even say I wanted to be part of. Sien.

I tell you hor, dead cat really is damn hard to eat.

Lucky there’s only 2 more weeks to go. Whee.

One Year & Two Months

…of love

胡思乱想

好恐怖。听见以前常听见的歌曲，以往的事物就有如看电影般一幕一亩的在眼见再度上映。两年前的一切，好像就刚刚才发生似的。光阴似箭， 真的好可怕…

You know…

You know you’ve got the best boyfriend in the world when even though he finishes work at 4pm, he goes out of his way to another place and waited half an hour for the sushi chef to prepare his sushi orders and goes to your office and waited till 6.30pm for you to finish work in order to pass you the sushi without eating anything himself. And then, he goes with you all the way to the LRT station and waits for your dad to pick you up. Only then does he start his two-hour journey back home.

I love my boyfriend.

Facts

A list of facts for you to ponder about.

Facts #1 – Internships only started in year 2004 in Malaysia.

Facts #2 – Under the current labour law, interns do not exist as there are no laws or regulations on internships, even though it has been five years since internships was inducted.

Facts #3 – Since interns are not protected by the law, it is entirely up to the institute and the organisation’s discretion on how to treat the interns.

Facts#3.1 – It is up to the organisation on whether or not to pay interns. They are not obliged to compensate the interns in any way such as annual leave, medical leave, marriage leave and such. The organisation is also not required to pay for any overtime or on-site expenditures of the interns. In the event that the organisation chooses to compensate the interns in any way, whether through financial means or through leaves, it is purely out of goodwill. Or you could say it is out of the goodness of their hearts. Interns are also not covered by any forms of insurance, EPF or SOCSO and they do not enjoy any privileges of the permanent staff. Even though they might carry out the same tasks or sometimes even more tasks than the permanent staff, they are often only paid a friction of what the permanent staff receives. That is, IF they are paid at all.

Facts#3.2 – Interns are to do whatever the organisation asks them to do. They are expected to comply with the organisation’s policy and carry out whatever tasks assigned to them. That is to say, if the intern is asked to wash dishes, make coffee, stand under the hot sun the entire day distributing flyers, it is rightfully their task and they should do it without complains or expectations of compensation.

Facts#4 – When the decision that will ultimately determine whether the interns pass or fail is in the organisation’s hands, the interns WILL do whatever it is that is assigned to them. No matter how they are treated, they are likely to keep silent so that they will not receive an F by the time they complete their internship period. They are also likely to keep friends or family members from interfering in order not to provoke the organisation that they are interning at.

Facts#5 – Malaysia Boleh.

Edit:
Facts #6 – You will not be able to hear anything on the phone, or concentrate on doing your work when every 30 seconds, inconsiderate people will go HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA damn loudly right next to you.

Sienness

No freaking idea why after finishing ALLLLL your work before 11am,  you still gotta sit there and rot until 6pm before you can go.

Waste resources much?

Only Hope

It’s been more than a year. More than 365 days. More than 525600 minutes. To be exact, it’s been a year and a month since we’ve been together. We’ve been through a lot of things together this past year. Overall, it was a bittersweet journey. We’ve our disagreements, fights and wars. But what made us pull through was the love we have for each other. That, and your immense amount of tolerance and patience.

As I am writing this very sentence, Hubastank’s song The Reason started playing. I can’t help stopping and listening to the lyrics. I couldn’t say for sure the song describes which one of us more aptly, but I know it does a pretty darn good job of describing the love we share. I know deep inside me that if it were any other guy, or if you had a lesser degree of tolerance and patience, we would not be where we are today. I am thankful I was able to meet someone like you.

I miss you. I love you. Though I might not believe in forever anymore, I am learning to cherish the moments we had, have and will have. I still have a lot of things to learn, so I might make mistakes often. I know I’m not the best girlfriend there is, with my tempers and all. But I hope that in time, we will be able to improve together and love each other more with each passing day.

I’m never a big fan of posting lyrics on blogs. But here goes.

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

Baby dear, heart you much much. Muax muax. Sweet sweet one year and one month anniversary o. <3

I love weekends!

This week has been hell. I had to run around the office in heels, rushing through and fro four printers refilling papers, binding the printed ones and all that crap. Plus, auntie was visiting. I almost died. But it was worth it! For I managed to finish everything before Friday, which means I don’t have to stay back overtime yet again! Though when Monday comes I’ll have to reach office by 7.30am…… T_T

Tomorrow will be another happy day! I’m determined not to wear anything important or expensive except for my ring lest I lose something again. Haih. If I hadn’t lost it, tomorrow would be the first year anniversary of me having it. Sigh. Tomorrow will be our one year and one month anniversary. So I guess I owe it to him that much to try and remain optimistic for it will be a happy weekend! And I get to watch Harry Potter too! Whee~

I still haven’t got around to uploading the pictures I took these few months, much less posting them. -_-

Interesting trivia: Did you know I can leave smiley face bite marks?

Funny isn’t it? xD Of course, this ain’t my hand. Lol.

Heartbroken

I’m sorry that the long ass post didn’t come as promised. In fact, all I can feel now is how sorry I am. How sorry, how stupid, how useless, how careless and how brainless I am.

I lost this.

This is what my baby dear got me for our 1st month anniversary.

Needless to say, it is one of my favourite present and accessory ever. Now all I have left is an empty box and a picture. I can’t stop these tears from sliding down my cheeks each time I look at anything that reminds of of the bracelet. I can’t even bear to think about it else my tears would just keep coming. But there is nothing I can do to stop them. My first thought when I woke up this morning was that I lost the bracelet. How I wish I could turn back time.

We walked around 1Utama with me sobbing like a stupid retard trying to look for the bracelet. I didn’t even noticed it was gone until he mentioned it. That was how stupid and careless I was. Everywhere we went, there was no sign of anyone seeing it anywhere. Deep inside, I knew it was impossible to find it. But we had to try.

The absolute worst thing is that it’s irreplaceable. Which means I’ll be left with the empty box as a reminder of how stupid and careless I am. I am so so so sorry for losing the bracelet baby dear. I will never, ever forgive myself.

Hullo

Haven’t had much time to blog lately. Current updates on working life: washing dishes, buying breakfasts for other people, cleaning up office area. Eh wait, did I apply to be a cheap ass slave or a cleaner ar? I seriously can’t remember. Skin’s peeling off due to the dish washing liquid. Sien.

Personal life wise, some biatch had too much free time on her hands so she and other kepohs went around gossiping about other people that had nothing to do with her life. Feel like suggesting her to take a look at HER OWN messed up personal life before yapping about others. Am feeling pretty happy that I managed to cut off all ties or relations with said female canine. Harshly. Yay me.

Today is a Friday! Which means there will be a proper long ass post when I reach home today! Pinky promise! Oh, have to remember to transfer pictures of friend’s birthday party into computer. -_- Paiseh. In fact, I think I have to transfer allllll the pictures from my camera into the computer. -__________-

Ciao ciao for now!