I feel so… demotivated. This whole semester, it seems like I’m not even paying attention to what I’m doing. Gone were the days during Foundation that I would be slogging and going to my every class and actually pays attention.
It’s like I’m not even geared up to study anymore. So many distractions along the way [...]
Archive for March, 2009
18 Mar
off-track
15 Mar
haha
Here you are. Worrying. Fretting. Overanalysing. Unable to concentrate.
There he is. Having fun with other people. Not thinking about you at all.
How typical. How predictable. How… stupid of me.
14 Mar
I… I…
I lost my keys. T_T
I lost a whole set of keys. 8 keys, one pepper spray, one key chain. Gone. Hilang begitu sahaja.
I searched the whole way to uni, and searched the places I stopped by in uni that day, all to no avail. T______________________T
And that key chain was a valentine’s prezzie from my baby [...]
9 Mar
烦
突然间，很不想很不想回金宝。 我就只想呆在吉隆坡。
突然间，觉得自己好穷好穷··· 以前在这里时，钱包里根本不会有少过50令吉··· 现在？穷得我自己也在怕。
感觉上就很像一直在花钱，花呀花呀，然后就只见户口里的存款就一直在降呀降呀··· 觉得好可怕···
更加上现在经济这么不景气，更觉得自己实在缺钱用。
至少，我在这儿，想买东西不用算完再算。
至少，我在这儿，要到哪里都不必用走的。
至少 我在这儿，不必每天日晒雨淋。
我是一个很现实的人。你可以说我很贪慕虚荣。
我无法否认我很注重物质上的享受。
我就喜欢有车载送。我就喜欢买东西不用想了再想，算了再算。我就喜欢躲在我的冷气房里，逃避那炎热的天气。
我不想回去。不想面对一个又一个deadline。不想每一天挣扎起床上课。不想勉强自己面对一个又一个讨厌的人。不想每天强颜欢笑。不想每一天都被太阳嗮得像个黑人似的。
我现在就真的只想躲在这里，做个孤独老人。唉···
7 Mar
Prom night 12/2/09
Whaddaya know, I’m too lazy to blog about it already. Uh, I shall post the pictures up in Facebook. Picture says a thousand words right. Uh uh… so there shall be millions there in my Facebook album wtf.
And I thought of blogging about my V-day. Which also happened a million years ago. BUT, I forgot [...]
7 Mar
Long overdue…
Note: This is so late, so very very late.
Imma post up my CNY dinner. No, not chap goh meh dinner, it’s actually the dinner on the 1st day of CNY. And while I’m at it, I might as well post up pictures of food I had during my CNY Penang Trip. If you’re hungry, you’d [...]
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