Archive for April, 2008

I should be studying

… instead of bumming around in front of the computer. But I can’t help it sigh. When I look at my IT notes my eyes just seem to automatically glaze over. T_T Worse thing is, I don’t have the exam scope. All I know is that, out of the 14 chapters we have studied this [...]

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Two down, three to go

Imma attempt to write an eat shit sleep post today. I seldom do that, or maybe I haven’t really done it before. ‘Cause I’m not very good at remembering the events of the day. -_-
Today, I woke up at 7.30am. Initially, I set my alarm to ring at 7am but I was so sleepy I [...]

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Oh. Wow. 4th tag this month. -_-

Eh wait, I think it’s 5th? Since Imma cram two tags together into one post. Yeah, I’m lazy like that. So sue me. Gonna blog properly in a separate post me thinks.
4th tag
Do-it-yourself-goodbye-letter
Do it like this :
Dear (the person who last texted/smsed you).
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think [...]

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Stupid things my boyfriends have done to me in the past

Tagged by Poh Nee.
Rules: List down stupid things that your boyfriends/girlfriends have done to you in the past. The list can be as long as you like.
P.S. Stupid things doesn’t necessarily have to be negative.
#1 Made me cry countless times.
#2 Broke his promises so many times till I got fed up and stopped hoping that [...]

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Blogging in the dark

First of all, lemme tell you that blogging in complete darkness (save for the light from the laptop screen) using an unfamiliar laptop is damn difficult!! I keep worrying about pressing the wrong key! Haih, I know my typing skill is kinda hopeless la. At least I improved ok? I used to type with two [...]

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Haven’t been tagged in awhile

Note: My brother just invited his friend over today. They’re both playing with the computer next to me right now. Their conversation’s tone is enough to put a super energetic man to sleep. It’s like a continuous monotonous drone. ._. “hur hur hur… mumble mumble… hur hur hur… mumble mumble…”

Got tagged by Kritz.
Rules :
The answers [...]

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Just because my computer can read chinese now

我不是不爱他。 只是,我不能够令自己完完全全的信任他。
我尝试着接受他的种种缺点, 他的不足。
尝试着去信他。
因为, 减掉那些令我难过的部分, 他其实令我很开心。
很可惜, 我做不到。
难道这是因为我不够爱他吗?
爱一个人, 不是可以不顾一切吗?
可是, 如果我不爱他,
放手为何会这么难, 这么痛?
如果我不爱他,
那为什么他的一举一动会对我有那么大的影响?
或许, 他对我而言,
就有点像毒品吧。
无益, 但却无法自拔。
明知对自己不好, 却还是硬要栽下去。
我不知如何是好。
放手? 坚持?
谈何容易。

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hari jadi buah epal

sigh i’m supposed to be studying for my finals now but instead i haven’t even taken my notes out of my file ever since i got back from kampar 5 days ago. T_T tell me i’m not dead sigh.  gawd why am i so lazy! even the guilt is not enough to motivate me to [...]

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Maggots for dinner

I just had my dinner. And I found a BUNCH of maggots at the bottom of the ice cube container. No kidding. My dad thought it was rice at the bottom of the container but when I scooped it out, I swear that I’ve never seen such disgusting ‘rice’ before in my life! Best part [...]

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My new love!

Goosebumps… I love 蕭敬騰!

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