Yea, got back my results. I expected worse… so it kinda exceeded my expectations when I got to know my results. Still, a lil grumpy… No one to blame except for myself. I probably should have put a bit more effort back in semester 1. Though I wonder why the CGPA’s kinda weird. When I [...]
Archive for December, 2007
27 Dec
It’s almost time
In exactly one week’s time, I will no longer be here. I haven’t started packing properly, there are still loads of stuff I need to get before I go off. There are still loads of things I wanna do before I leave. Shopping to be done, friends to visit, movies to catch…
I’m beginning to feel [...]
25 Dec
Merry Christmas!
A very very merry Christmas to all of you. May you have a fantastic wonderful Christmas this year! When will I have my white Christmas eh?
Muax! Love ya all!!
23 Dec
我不喜欢
不喜欢。 不喜欢这样的感觉，不喜欢这样的我…
感觉，好讨厌自己。 讨厌自己竟然一次又一次的被情绪给影响。
讨厌这种不安的感觉，讨厌这种… 不知所措的感觉。
这种感觉真的很讨厌… 脑袋里，总是想些有的没的… 心里有种透不过气来的感觉。
可是，却不知如何是好。
曾经，多次想放下这一切。 这让我难过，讨厌，却又舍不得的一切…
是的， 我是脆弱的。 我办不到。即使，脑里一直想放弃，可是我的心却还是想挽留…
我真的很想把这些不安都抛至脑后… 但却也同样办不到… 是很白痴， 是很愚蠢， 是很软弱。
我都知道。 但，却也阻止不了我自己。
我，该怎么办？
21 Dec
I’ve made up my mind.
I should be taking the double room, if nothing goes wrong. Hopefully nothing will. -.- Anyway, leaving in January. Around 3rd if I’m not mistaken… I have no idea what to bring. I expect a girl who packs an entire suitcase full of clothes for a 2 days 1 night trip will have A LOT [...]
15 Dec
Dilemma
Help me out people. I need suggestions. Okay, here’s the thing. Told my parents about the room in Kampar. I have 2 options.
Double room
1. I have to share my room with an unknown roommate.
2. But, I can at least share the same house with all my friends.
Single room
1. I can have a single room to [...]
13 Dec
31st day
Finally, I’m done. Finished. The end. No more exams! At least, not until next year. For I, have finally completed my foundation year! (provided I don’t fail anything, of course. *touchwood*) Maths today was, kinda tough for me. I didn’t managed to finish all the questions, due to the lack of time and my limited [...]
12 Dec
Maths is my worst nightmare
Argh fucking stressed!!! I hate mathematics so much I feel like killing the person who invented all this fucking nonsense right this second!! Don’t let me find out who the fuck caused all this misery to happen to me, otherwise I’d tear you from limb to limb. I’m a freaking arts stream student!!! I don’t [...]
9 Dec
Irrelevant title
Okay, I have a problem here. How do I persuade my parents to let me take a double room in Kampar, which costs RM380 per month, all by myself? You see, during the trip to Kampar erm, last month I think, my friends had already reserved rooms in a house in Kampar. And unfortunately, all [...]
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